I am currently juggling too many balls at the moment, well dropping them would be more apt. I don’t seem to be getting anywhere fast. I feel exhausted too. I have so many ideas of projects that I want to start and yet normal everyday life gets in the way. The cheek of it! The house is an absolute tip…that in itself gets me down, but that’s another story. I feel as though I don’t have enough time for anyone…..then I feel guilty about that. I have demands being made on me for all the legal bits coming up and jobs that I really don’t want to do…..it also looks as though the house will have to go on the market very soon. I cannot bear the thought of yet another job, unwanted at that, added to the list. The idea of potential buyers viewing the house makes me go cold.
I so wish I could tell you all the information that I have heard in the last week….it’s unbelievable. I still cannot take it in. The deviousness and greed is beyond any understanding of mine.Why do I still try and find answers to it all……I so wish I didn’t. I really hate that I think so much…it makes my brain hurt trying to make sense of it all.
The next few weeks are crucial…..typical that it’s during the school holidays but hopefully I’ll get some breathing space with not having my day cut so short with school runs.
Please bear with me….thanks for all the support.
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I think you will get through it because you sound a strong person.
((hugs)) to help you on the way.
Maggie X
Nuts in May
Sending you lots of love and strength. As I support my sister as she fights the absolute b*stard who is my niece’s father, I think of you often. Some men don’t deserve to be fathers.
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i agree, you are sounding stronger – stay strong and TRY TRY TRY to treat yourself, just something little to make you happy, anything…. xx
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I’m sorry I’m late in coming to this – you’ve obviously been having one hell of a time and I’m sorry I haven’t visited you before. I will have to have a look and see what’s been going on in your archives if you don’t mind. Or say if you do.
Now that I’ve found you, I hope I can be of some support.
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Fingers crossed. God knows you deserve a little peace and stability.
Dad Who Writes´s last blog ..No God- just nothing
You already sound a little stronger than previous posts. I would hate to imagine what he has been cooking up.
Take things daily. Get through one day at a time. You should ask your friends for help to get your house ready. This is the time where your good friends will want to step in. Don’t be afraid to ask.
Hang in there.
Chania
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I can only imagine. Many hugs and much love. You will get through it all. You will.
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