I just wanted to pop in and do a quick post….sorry for my absence recently. The end of the school year is always a busy time but the holidays are here and lets hope the sun stays shining.
I had a tough week last week…..I was quite emotional and then a couple of little accidents happened and that sent me over the edge, as it were. Sometimes the huge responsibility of bringing up the children on my own gets to me, not that I mind….it’s when they get hurt or are upset…there is no one else to do the worrying with me or to take some of the worry away. I get angry then that I’ve been left in this position with no say in the matter whatsoever.
The first stage of what will be, fingers crossed, the end of the legal matters hopefully later this year,happens this week….but because of changes in the legal team I feel a bit anxious as I haven’t a clue what is going on. I hate not knowing what is going to be said, used, who is going to talk….it’s been a battle for them to get documents. Everyone seems to work on a ‘last minute’ basis but this is mine and the children’s future and I find it very hard to put my complete trust in them.
I’ve recently started doing some other things too which takes up time….exercise, very important, I hate it but it’s good for me. That’s what they say anyway. When I get the chance I am reading a good book too…..I’m pleased that I can actually concentrate on something even if it’s only for a short time.
Anyway, now that the children are off hopefully I will be able to start catching up reading posts when the court date is over with. Take some time out for a week or so.
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Take care of yourself and be gentle on yourself as well. Stressful times require extra care.
Good work ! Keep us posting, you are very good writer.
Good luck with the legal mumbo jumbo and the exercising (I hate it!).
Love,
SB
Good luck with all the legal stuff and definitely keep looking after yourself. You need and deserve it. It is very hard looking after children on your own and I am thinking of you through it all. Wishing you a good summer xx
Ditto Gigi. It’s great you’re doing something for yourself. I hear that eventually you’ll get hooked on the exercise, a theory I must try and put to the test one day. I really hope this week is better for you xx
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Good for you – with the exercise. I hear it alleviates stress (although I wouldn’t know from personal experience. Keep up the good thoughts and I’ll keep sending good thoughts your way. Much love. xxx
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